hey heeeey this is maria :> i wanted to reply to your post earlier but i couldn't. anyways, i don't think you should be afraid of being judged. if they're really your friends then they will accept you for who you are. if they do judge well...what kind of friends are they? none that you should waste your time with. i know we're not close or anything, but don't feel like you can't be who you are around others who care so much about you.